I tried yesterday to lighten up a bit around people, but they are so annoying... went to the pool to think...thought about swimming with the little butt munchers (kidz)....hell no, couldn't do it...don't know what it is, but im not a very friendly person....just around people i don't know....... I kind of studied myself...and i realized i scare my own self.... Am I really that mean?......DAMNIT!!!!!..........I litterly take my frustrations out on video games that I can kill people like San Andreas and Psy- Ops.....

Seen a Ice-Cream truck yesterday...wanted to murder the fuck'n driver...she circled the fuck'n place where i live twice...that music was fuck'n annoying as hell... DAMNIT!!!!......The more I think,  the more the urge to murder some one.....

One of these dayz, I'll probably end up in a fuck'n straight jackit in a padded cell...I seriously hate everyone

There are only two people in this fucked up wolrd that keep me sane....My mother, who she raised me by herself from birth........If anything was ever to happen to her....I would litterly go insane and do the unthinkable which i haven't thought about in 3 years.....

So to the rest of you Fuckers out there that hate me and yet even know me        ...DON'T EVER PISS ME OFF!!!!!         

P.S.

To the religious and pegz......Happy Fuck'n Easter!!!!!..........

               NEmN