I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep inside, it can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie, "I'm ok"
I hope someday I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is the lie I have made
Deep inside, It can't hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Want to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Alwayz, they're bringing drama to me
Look.....look at me now...
NOOOOOWWW
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking Pain
Please god go away
Please god just make the pain....
NEmN
